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Jewel by meliaelentari, literature

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Jewel

Brilliant white light, from the shining moon. Show me the path to my lover. I often turn to the stars, thinking of when we were together. Fear haunts me, will your love wither and die? For I am scared, I will never see you again. My world would die. I can feel the fire, so why am I so cold? The rain softly falls on my face, watching celestial bodies. Bright jewels on the deepest velvet. Will I dream of you again, feeling my soul call to yours. Crying I wake, your arms just a memory, a shadow my heart desired.

Deep by meliaelentari, literature

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Deep

You caught me as I fell, thinking it was over. Love a childs fairy tale, an adults nightmare. Innocence stripped away, I bear my soul. To this man I love, completely. No walls to hide behind, stripped away. I had a smile, from ear to ear. As I watch you walk towards me. You and I, an island of hope, of discovery. Let me be your calming sea. I've fallen deeper, than the deepest sea. But it's cold here without you and I wish I could find the words to tell you, I love you.

Someone by meliaelentari, literature

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Someone

I tried so hard to be someone. I wanted so much to be like you. But I'm invisible, wish I could be someone else for awhile. Anywhere but here. I loved you, more than I could ever say. Worshipping everything that you were to me. sometimes the hate I feel for you, feels like I'm burning alive. You don't even see what you do to me, blind to the pain you cause. I've become nothing but a joke. What was left of my self esteem, now just dust in your palm. Soon I'll claw back my freedom, and I can just be me again. I'll stop lying to myself, walk away and never see you again. If only I'd seen the truth sooner, listened to those tha

Moths To A Flame by meliaelentari, literature

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Moths To A Flame

The sun sinks below the tree line, the failing light taking back its warmth. In the cold, darkness left behind. I stand, rooted to the spot, voices whisper around me. They slowly get louder, talking in a tongue I do not understand. In this place, you told me to wait. A single candle to guard against the cold. Moths dance around the flame, eager for its light in the suffocating dark. For what seems like years, I wait. The voices and the moths my only companions, through the loneliness. Time seems to stop, the sun never rises. The candle never burns down. Am I lost in this dream? Will I forever weep and mourn? The end of my

Roses by meliaelentari, literature

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Roses

Faint breeze across my cheek, a lovers caress in the twilight hours. I'll sit and place these roses, on cold, lifeless stone. Watch the sun fade behind the clouds, the birds have stopped singing. Walk in my dreams again my dear, hold my hand through the dark moments Whispers on the wind send shivers through me, as if you were by my side once more. A shadow across my heart, as the memories fade. If the nights embrace could take me now, let me travel it's depths to your arms. Happily I would cast off this shell, to see your smile just one last time. The roses wither, drained, of the blood red that was their pride.

Perhaps by meliaelentari, literature

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Perhaps

In the depths of night, I sit in the dark, light up a cigarette and wonder what you dream about. Perhaps the time we met, our eyes meeting across a crowded room. Perhaps that first kiss, your lips tasted sweet on mine. Perhaps the first "I love you", you smiled at me and replied "And I love you" Fingers of sunlight creep across the clouds, as dawn brings in a new day. I sit in deathly silence and wonder what you dream about. Perhaps the arguments, bitter words spoken in haste. Perhaps the pain, of finding the end. Perhaps the heartbreak, the crushing emptiness. When you slumber my love, does your mind take you back? To t

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This Hollow Shell

When you went, I was unprepared to follow. I held your hand til my knuckles went white, and cried endless salty tears as you walked into the darkness. Mist swirls around me as I lose myself in this spiral of hatred and self loathing. As I remember that I pushed you away, and only wanted what I could not have. Love was dead. I just did not want to be alone, with nothing but my thoughts and this empty undying lust. Hurts to see what has become of me. A hollow shell, of the person I used to be, when I had you in my life.

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Artist // Literature

United Kingdom
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: Birmingham, UK
Favourite genre of music: black metal, doom metal, folk/viking metal, power metal, industrial, EBM
Favourite style of art: Dark and fantasy
Operating System: Windows Vista
Favourite cartoon character: Tigger and Salad Fingers
Personal Quote: life is nothing but death in the end

Favourite Movies

anything by Kevin Smith, The Princess Bride, Interview with a Vampire, The Crow

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Sonata Arctica, Emperor, My Dying Bride

Favourite Writers

Philip Pullman, Christina Rossetti

Favourite Games

Halo

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC, Xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

my mind, a pen, any random scrap of paper and Photoshop CS3

Other Interests

reading, playing with Photoshop, beer, butterflies

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meliaelentari

May 13, 2008

oh joy of joys

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I've had a huge gallery clean up, I can't keep pretending to be something I'm not. Currently having a huge crisis of faith, faith in my own abilities as a poet.  Why did I ever have the nerve to call myself a poet when I write like a thirteen year old who's been dumped after two weeks. So yes loads of my poetry gone, I churn out more shit sentemental crap then a dodgy Hallmark card. My notebook is littered with bits and pieces of work that I either can't finish or don't want to finish. Bah, I suck.

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Apr 6, 2008

Life + meh = meh

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Yayness new journal graphics courtesy of ~DxButterfly (https://www.deviantart.com/dxbutterfly) Learning CSS is another thing on my to-do list :P I've been so silent over the past year that I'm not sure anyone is still paying attention to me, but I'll ramble on anyway even if I am just talking to myself. So I started playing World of Warcraft and before I knew it I was 22 and a year of my life had dissapeared.  It's evil I tell you. And then I had my laptop stolen, along with my graphics tablet, my mp3 player, my camera and all my back-up disks.  Everything I had ever done just went poof.  So I gave up and lost any motivation I had. But things are looking up, I have a shiny

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Apr 4, 2008

I'm Back

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So I've been away for a while, I got lost in World of Warcraft and it stole my life away :( and then I had my laptop stolen and lost everything I've ever done (including the back-up disks). But I'm back and armed with CS3, muhahaha. Expect more of my awful deviations soon :P